my 2nd year semester is ended in few days~~

A long time didnt updated my blog~~~
The reasons are I am quite busy with my education, no mood to blogging and dont know what to write in my blog. hehe.. :P
However, my blogging mood is coming now~~
Hope I can record more in the future! :)

Few days more, my 2nd year in Caux will be ended. Time is really like a rocket, makes me cant even catch it and hold it. When I think back, I feel unbelievable that how can I survive until now~ As there is once that make me feel extremely stress and couldnt stand for it anymore,and now is almost finished~ Unbelievable, amazing!

After 7th of June, everybody in this school will leave and continue their way.
And me, dont know when I can meet them again because I am planning not to continue my 3rd year straight away. So, by the time I come back, they will had graduated. This term, left some wonderful memories and also sad memories. A lot of things had happened, and it was the things that I couldnt predicted or expected. Western and eastern, may be it was a hard thing for each other to accept one and other.

Human being, a complicated animal. Cant even know who they are, even u knew them before.
Friends, may be is better to hang out and enjoy together, but not really a best person to work with.
Mood, can really changes like what a magician does when it influenced by something. LOVE, can be sweet or bitter depends on what yr lover had done to u~~ Until know, I still cant really know who am I, what is my strengths and weaknesses! What a pity for me~~

May be this year is not really my year, my world~ That is why I can lost myself without realization. Economic crisis, swine flu, hope this will be over soon. If not, I think the opportunity to get job will be really harsh. To become an adult, this is really complicated and not fun at all!

I miss home! Miss my home! Home sweet home! What should I expect when I go back?
I hope everything will be fine when I be home. I think I really need a rest now, I am really tired with all of this~

Lover, hope u will change to the one that I expected. Please dont give me any disappointed anymore, I cant handle it anymore. I hope we will be together until the end, but if u still keep with the thing that u are doing, it will be an impossible thing although I'm Possible for everything!!

Hope I will have a happy internship life and enjoy for it~
被你爱过的我很快乐，我也不想这样，但是我得一个人勇敢。

19/02/09

a long time didnt update my blog...
between this period, a long of things happened again... +_+
there are some happy things and sad things as well..
well, for the valentine's day~~
i enjoyed it so much, having a lot of fun with my friends... we go to another town for shopping...
after that, we went to the casino... hehe... =p
but i didnt win... haiz... +_+

in this period, made me feel so confused and weird for a friend...
a friend been betrayed by a friend that she cared and treated her like a sister...
then she was so upset for it and felt so stupid...
but after that, she used to hang out with her again...
for me, it was so weird..
because she told me that she hates that "sister" so much, but still hang out with her???
then she said she just treat her like clubbing friend???
confusing~~~
if i was her, i couldnt forgive that person.. because i hate betrayer so so much!!!!!!

there was a time, i suspected my darling had betrayed at me as well...
from friendster, i saw him exchanged phone no. and asked the girl to go out (the date was after i left kk)...
so pissed off with that!!!!!!!!
because of this, i had cried for many times, dont have any mood at all, always feel sad...
then he explained that that was his little cousin's "work", he never did it...
but i couldnt accept this explanation at all... and couldnt forgive him although he apologize to me...
may be i were too over also, because i said wanna break up with him..
and i knew that he will feel extremely sad when i said this thing...
but that time i were so angry and couldnt control my feeling at all~~~
my 2 guy friends knew i were in a sad mode then tried to consoled me..
one asked me to asked it clearly and tried to tolerate as well...
then another suggested me to give up (because once a time, i felt like giving up those suffering)...
by the end, i called him and said sorry to him...
i think the problem had been settled down....
but the strange thing is, why i cant be that happy like before???
i always in a sad mood now.... damn~~~
may be this is always the problem for long distance relationship...

besides that, those assignment, report, project, presentation or whatever it called...
is become more and more!!! feel headache now...
and i always in a sad mood makes things worst...
haiz~~~~ +_+

in 2nd year, we need to organize a banquet (themed event) by our class (2C+2D)...
few days before, we had decided the theme and the managers as well..
the theme is: NEW ORLEANS!! ^^
banquet manager: Alexander (australia), Tamara (germany)
kitchen manager: Ruberta (south africa), Dong Ho (korea)
coktail manager: Malika (russia), Caroline (zimbabwe)
service manager: Jason (hong kong), Pri (india)
accounting manager: Pui Li (malaysia), Karina (russia)
marketing manager: Valeria (ukraine), Allison (south africa)
decoration and entertainment manager: Lebo (south africa), Rutendo (south africa), Julia (australia)


yesterday, was a nice day!! hehe... =p
the reason is i play in the snow~~~ how wonderful it is~~~
yesterday night, when i were doing revision with one of my korean friend...
2 korean guy friends asked us to go out and play...
at the beginning, we refused to go because we feeling not that well...
but they keep persuing us and at last, we agreed to go and play...
they were so crazy, they push us down to the snow and cover us with the snow... makes us like a snow"girl" when we stand up...
and because it keep snowing at here, so the snow is almost until my waist...
actually i brought my camera with me and wanna take some photos.... but my friend said dont because he affraid the camera will damage..
so i couldnt take any photo... pity~~~
after that, the guys were making something new to play...
they made a way for us to slide down...
the tool that we used to sliding down is rubbish bag... hehe... =p
playing snow ball, sliding is really fun...
love it so much...
when we going back, all of us is wet, extremaly wet and freezing...^^
what a nice experience for me~~~ =)

10/02/09

what a cold weather in switzerland...
the sound of the wind had woke me up this morning...
it showed how strong was the wind are...

after all of my lessons, i went down town with my korean friends...
at 1st the purpose is to look for the price of the rose in migros..
but at last, they brought me to the casino...
well, 1st time in the casino...
my korean guy friend keep winning $$$... and he asked me to play as well...
so i just took chf50 to play it, although by the end i had lost all of it...
but is ok, coz i just wanna play and try my luck instead of earning $$$ from here...
my friend spend us dinner and the fee for the transport... and he said he can go to canada to visit his gf already...
wow~~~ how sweet is it... +_+

valentine's day is right in the corner... and us plan to go to paris for it... hehe... =p
but it is not confirmed yet... hope i'll have a unforgetable day... ^^

08/02/09

a lovely sunday.... the 1st week of my 2nd year just passed like that... so fast....
however, i couldnt concentrate to my study in this week... my god....
i didnt do anything in this week, didnt study, didnt do the homework, didnt do my report as well....
just hope i wont be like that nest week, bcoz i will get in trouble if i still have this kind of attitude... +_+

yesterday night, i were so happy...
bcoz my darling used to chat with me for a long long time.... hee hee... =p miss him so much.....
valentine's day is coming soon.... but i cant celebrate with him.... what a shame... +_+
and my roommate and my friends can celebrate with their bf.... so envy them~~~

from yesterday, here just keep snowing.... every places is white in colour... like the view in the movie ~ <>...
so wonderful... just looks like a fairy tale place... =)

the chinese new year is almost the end... so fast...
a new year for a new start... hope i can celebrate chinese new year next time... ^^

gonna study for tomorrow... and plan for a lot of things.... work hard and work smart... ^^
wish everyone : "HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!"

04/02/09

yesterday, i went to French Restaurant to have dinner...
the feeling is really nice.. when we saw them doing their 1st service...
it made us remind that how we do the same things last year...^^ and we have finally finish it now..
from the other side, we felt fortunately because we have a good supervisor...
may be a lot students will deny about it, but for me, it is truth...
the reason is we cant see the calmness of the supervisor when they need a table for VIP and none of us want to give up for the table...
if he was the previous one, i think he can easily solve the problem.... =)
and the supervisor looks like a student... hehe... =p

the 1st week for my 2nd year is almost finish...
and we started to be busy... a lot of reports, assessments and presentations is waiting for us.... +_+
hope i can get a great score for all those assessment....

went to gym room today, but i cant even sweat.... like nothing.. +_+
1st, there are someone using the running machine and i just get to play ping pong with friends....
2nd, is so cold... so the sweat cant come out... hehe... =p
hope i can slim down this term... =p

02/02/09

the first day for 2nd year, the 1st lesson that i attended was housekeeping management...
the lecturer is our program leader, then she explained what we can expect from 2nd year.. what attitude should we have in this year as well...
wow, after that, i feel more afraid for my result in this year~~~ +_+

i finished my lessons at 4pm, then i went to town with my friends to buy somethings..
haiz.... felt so envy.. coz they have their bf with them.... wuwuwuwuwuwu..... =( miss my darling so much....
and they were planning what they will do on valentine's day..... +_+
then we went to a chinese restaurant to have dinner, the things that we ate was STEAMBOAT... (they said we should go to chinese restaurant to eat steamboat coz now is cny.... lol...) hehehehe.... =p
anyway, feel so good to eat it...
all of us is really enjoy it and having fun together... =)

however, felt so tired when i came back... no more energy to study... gosh....
well, i need to stop to be like that... coz i need to concentrate in my study!!!!!
so must have a good plan from tomorrow....
study smart~~~^^

01/02/09

wow wow wow~~~~ in school now.... what a sweet thing for me... =p
this weekend, busy for the returning stuff.... and moving my stuff from one place to another....
meeting with my schoolmates, although not all of them are here, it was still nice...
2nd year....... i hope i handle it as good as i can, coz i heard that 2nd year is not that easy like 1st year.... hope i can pass 2nd year... ^^
all the lecturers keep saying welcome back and congratulations...

tomorrow i will start my lessons.... hope everything is ok...
new year, new life, new roommate... wish i will have a nice stay with her...

well, may be i will go back on june... if not, i will go back on next year for my 21st BIRTHDAY~~~ hehe... =p
hope my frenz can attend my 21st birthday party oh.... ok??? a promise ya~~~
by the way, the 1st thing now is find my 2nd internship now... if not, the party wont comes true.... =)

30/01/09

finished!!!!! finally.... felt happy, extremely happy.... but felt a bit of sadness as well.... dont know why... +_+
may be saying good bye is always contained sadness~~

the last day, felt quite complicated... may be i had got used to the work already...
that's why felt strange when i keep reminded myself that today is the last day.....
during this internship, may be i had made someone unhappy, mad or else....
just hope they could forgot the fault that made by this stupid, do things so slow and useless person--- ME~~~
i am just an internship student that passed by their life quietly, and hope they can still remember me when i see them in the future.....

and now, the problem appears on my things now.......
is too much~~~~ dont know how can i bring all of them to the school........ my god.....
one big and one small suitcase, full with rubbish and is so heavy..... +_+
and a bag and my laptop again....
well, hope i get enough energy to move all of that to school~~~~
is school time now!!!^^

29/01/09

wow~~~~ 1 day more!!!!! happy happy!!! excited excited!!!! hehe... =p
but today felt a bit sick.... haiz... dont know why, always got sick since i been here... I DONT WANT TO GET SICK!!! SICKNESS, PLEASE GO AWAY!!! >_<

this few days, felt nervous and excited that i m gonna back to school.... 2nd year..... unbelievable...
however, felt worry... coz i scare that i cant handle 2nd year... +_+

just sent some stuff for HIM and my brothers.... hope they will like it... =)

that day, talked with mum and wish her have a nice chinese new year... =)
but, i felt sad.....
previously, mum will prepare well for the chinese new year...
like prepare a lot of delicious dishes, vegetarian foods a well...
but that day, mum said that she was not in the mood to prepare it.... so everything just be as simple as she could...
this makes me felt extremely sad... tears straight away become a water tap...
this year was the 2nd year for couldn't celebrated chinese new year with family...

well, need to cheers up myself......
bcoz the important thing for my family and those who loves me....
IS STAY WELL~~~~ ^^
gambateh.....

24/01/09

snowing day~~~~
once i woke up, i thought it was raining, bcoz the yesterday was a raining day...
but the coldness told me it wasnt raining...
at first i planned to go out to buy something, but this makes me dont want to go out anymore... +_+

saturday... next saturday, i will go back to school~~~ hooray!!!!
but my things....... haiz, too much..... dont know how to pack it... headache....
and another thing to headache is....... HOW TO WRITE THE INTERNSHIP REPORT????
need to pass up the report at week 6 after the school started.... =(

a friend told me that she had made a blog for her relationship... wow~~~~ so nice..... ^^
makes me wanna do the same thing also....
but when i think it deeply, i hope i can make a blog for relationship... ya, for sure....
but this blog included my 2 others best friends, sisters....
i hope we will share everything in there, then we can know what is happen to each other..
although may be will break up with the bf, it doesnt matter....
as long as all of us is 幸福~~~ ^^
wish this blog will appear soon.... hee hee... =p

23/01/09

after the holiday, feel so good when i return to work..
may be is bcoz i m gonna finish the internship.. hee hee.. =p

although is not a big change in my work, it still a change..
from 12pm-2pm, i will work at cafeteria for the salad bar...
this changes will last till the end of my internship... hee hee... =p
a lot of customer asked me where i had been for those days.. unbelievable...

haiz... we cant attend the dinner... what a pity...
however, today was raining day, so the romantic feeling disappear just like that...
and not all of the staff can attend the dinner, just those "fixed" stagiere can attend... +_+

few days more, then is chinese new year...
miss this festival so much~~~~
and i need to work during this festival at here, coz here dont have CNY!!!!!!!
when i finished the internship, cny is almost finished also...

hope every frenz that cant go back home during cny can have a happy chinese new year at where they are~~
ENJOY~~~~^^

22/01/09

haiz... will need to start to work from tomorrow..
by the way, i will finish it soon on 30th of jan... hee hee.. =p
after that, i will go back to school to continue my 2nd year..
actually, sounds amazing that i gonna start my 2nd year.. and the time flies so fast also...

as it was the last day, so i try to slept as late as i can to enjoy my holiday.. hee hee.. =p
however, couldnt slept in, then woke up around 10.30am..
after managed my stuff and video chat with him, then i get ready to go to UN, the place where i worked at..

i took a lot of picture with the stagiere at there, but not all of them... what a pity...
actually wanna get some information for my internship report, but by the end didnt get any thing, just hang out with daria...
we went to starbucks and spend some time at there... then walked around the town..

tomorrow it will be a dinner for dsr's staff, but dont know we can attend it or not...
i hope we can attend it although we are just internship student and not staff.. bcoz the dinner really sounds nice...
the dinner is on a boat, then i think it will be at the center of the lake when the dinner begin... can imagine that it will be so romantic and nice....

well, cheers for the last week of the internship~~~~ ^^

二十歲的生日

告別了十九﹐ 來到了二十。。
第一次身在國外﹐ 離開家園﹐ 獨自一個人慶祝。。
之前跟公司拿了假期﹐ 就為了不想自己的二十歲的第一天還需要工作。。^^
這一天﹐ 接受了許多祝福﹐ 可是就沒有他的祝福。。 他這一整天下來都不曾msg我。。 傷感。。
而且﹐ 家人也都沒有任何表示。。 +_+

因為是生日﹐ 所以當然少不了蛋糕及禮物。。 嘻嘻。。
我獨自一人去逛街﹐ 買了禮物給自己。。




二十歲﹐ 是時候成長了﹐ 但我總覺得自己什麼也沒變﹐ 還是一如往常。。
以後的路﹐ 都得開始盤算﹑ 計劃了。。
希望這二十歲的開始是好的﹑ 順利的。。^^
加油加油加油﹗﹗﹗